i feel like i want something that i'm never gonna get. and i know i'm never getting it. i shouldnt even be thinking about it actually.. okay maybe i dont really want it. maybe i just want to.. to feel like i want it. hmm.

ok ignore the crap above. i dont know what i'm talking about either.

on a lighter note:

lol. ok lame i know but oh well. i had nothing better to do at home. hahah:)