MADELEINE
US
31101990
NYJC
SOCCER
mad_lim@hotmail.com
FARHANA
19021990
PJC
HOCKEY/SOFTBALL
skylinerz86@hotmail.com
hey..
Monday, January 08, 2007
how's 2007 so far? nice? well.. 2007 havent been nice to me. nope. it have only been 8 days n yet i've lost many things that really matters to me. to those of you who get to go to a good/fun jc, u're lucky. to those of you who get to meet many new fun friends, u're lucky. to those of you of you who are hot, cute, good in sports n captain of ur team, u're reali lucky. to those of you who got a crush on a reali hot, cute guy, u're lucky too i guess..
ah wth. i nvr tot it'll hurt dis bad. even as my heart was breaking apart, i nvr expect it to hurt dis bad. i didnt noe memories could make me feel dis way. didnt noe songs could make me feel like dying. didnt noe a bright cheerful colour could make me sad. didnt noe dat e 2 roses hanging by my bed could make me sob. didnt noe chocolate/sweet wrappings could crush my heart.
yup. i feel stupid as i typed all dis. blabbering rubbish dat probably nobody would understand. sheesh.. my handphone memory is full. should i delete e msges? a part of me say i should juz delete everything. n e other part of me say i shouldnt.. hmm. fine. i just saved e msges. n i dunno why i bother. hmm. maybe i should juz delete all e stuff in my handphone calendar too, eh? hmm, but i wouldnt. i couldnt.
hmm. if u're still reading dis, then congrats. u deserve it for continuing to read dis.. ok. dat was full of rubbish. i noe. but its ok.. u wont get anymore of dis rubbish any time soon cos i wont be coming online/using e comp for a while..i lost e reason to go online...
i blogged.
goodbye, ppl..